Four years ago my beautiful and kind older sister Bimala was diagnosed with advanced Brest Cancer. My beautiful sister Bimala died after a courageous battle against Brest cancer in January 2016 and grief hit me like a hell. I am missing her with tears each and every day. I know how difficult it is when you lose a loved one.
She was a great woman and very beautiful (she worked as a flight attendant) and also recently, she was promoted to officer in 2016. Bimala also played a telefilm with a famous actor Ashok Sharma and Krishna Malla (directed by Ramesh Budhathoki, named "Badri Master" when she was young. She had a small role in the telefilm). I loved my sister very much, and will miss her every day.
I know, we all die one day alone.When we die we leave behind all that we have. But I also believe, when there is life there is always hope of surviving even the hardest of times. I have learned almost everything from my sister Bimala. Due to the sudden demise of my elder sister, suffering from breast cancer I am in pain. This is such a tragic moment. What I have learned through this very difficult life, is love, forgiveness and compassion.
My whole life I have been taking care of my sister and others. I took care of my dear sister and lost her. This, has been my painful time, painful life, and I have learned to be far more compassionate. life has been hard, but lessons are to be learned although I have lost whom I loved deeply. Life, to be sure, is a journey - and filled with more pain, more suffering and heartbreak. May her soul rest in peace! hope i will win this terible pain. How much I cared about my sister and was fully committed to support her with everything (even my own life).
This pain is too much for me. This is a part of life everyone undergoes through the most important thing is to bear the pain. I strongly hope that my goodness must save me from this emotional pain. May the departed soul rest in peace. I think, she is in a better place where she will never have to suffer the pain. May God give me and my family (including my parents, my younger sister, brother and my Bimala's son Biswas the strength to cope with this irreparable loss!.
My younger sister has her own film production. She is making a movie in honor of sister Bimala. Love you dear sister Bimala. Bimala you will always be missed. Love you.
Journalist and editor Kamala Budhathoki Sarup specializes in reporting news and writing stories covering Freedom, Peace, Public health, Democracy, Women/Children, development, justice and advocacy from her location inside the United States. Human rights, anti-terrorism, and economic development are also part of the work. She is an editor for mediaforfreedom.com. (To promote freedom, democracy, anti-terrorism, Literature, women rights, public health, peace and empowerment (http://mediaforfreedom.com) has a strong role to play). Its activities support in societies undergoing crisis and changes. Ms. Kamala Budhathoki Sarup has also written numerous reports which includes "Women's Empowerment", Prevention of Trafficking in Women Through Media," and "Efforts to Prevent Trafficking for Media Activism." You can see her work online now via her website http://mediaforfreedom.com/. Kamala is a regular contributor to Cape May County Herald. Kamala also was a regular contributor to UPI- Asia News. She also published two Stories collections and several poems. Her interests include philosophy, feminism, political, socio-economic and literature. She also is experienced in organizational and community development. http://mediaforfreedom.com